step up.

work has been my only means of consistency these days. i'm continually struggling with making the effort in friendly relations. i constantly reminisce, i think pleasant thoughts of friends who are going about their lives in the same city, and yet i find it so difficult to make that one simple coffee call.. my energy is up, i'm happy, really not a lot to complain about; although i realised how inefficiently i can, and have been spending my 24 hours in a day. so, here's to making that effort; if only a miniscule blog post that then diminishes my aspirations into cyberspace, hopefully the blatant self-reflection will now make it happen. it's out there.